take only what you need from me

i dont like hanging out or going out or chilling out,
with anybody who's not in my close circle of friends.
i mostly like spacing out or frieking out all by my self.
and i love spending time out with my boyfriend.
but i hate hate hate parties and i hate hate hate mobs and places full of stoned/drunk/both people.
although playing cranium over at quique sounds fun and exciting...and non alcoholic....besides i like cranium.

oh and by the way

only four months left for my birthday, but this year i don't know what i'll do. if you know a place in antigua where you can party that's not la kashba or mono loco tell me cuz i was thinking doing that OR going to that EARTH LODGE thing in the middle of december. that actually sounds pretty cool. so i think i'm going for that one.

or better yet, KARAOKE. oh i do love karaoke, maybe i should make my karaoke birthday LEGENDARY, wait for it, DARY! ( i know, i didnt say it wrong, check season 3)..

i dunno, i think birthdays are such big deals, i mean, its an anniversary on your being on earth goddammit! how can it not be a big deal!?

well... whatever you choose, i LOVE my birthday! and it is a BIG deal to me.. so know it and remember it and give me something pretty, because it is my party... and no... i will not cry, but in case i did.. I CRY IF I WANT TO ( if you think im only referring to the Leslie Gore song.. well you're wrong! vaya!)

eniweis...

peace yo!

sunday morning crepes

crepes in my stomach, and nothing else. just a swirl of nutella, banana and a little peanut butter. nothing healthy, or low fat, just plain caloric typical breakfast. courtesy of el hisopo of course.
well, i feel like vomiting on her, as usual. after a while the dizziness will come, and then i'll get soooo sleepy. and thirsty. food makes me sick. oh but tomorrow will be better. it'll totally be better. and besides... if i don't eat anything else today i can manage just fine, my food-sickness that is, gosh... the dizziness came early. my classmates say i have to go check my sugar levels and whatnot... whatever. i wish i was thinner. i can be thinner. and i remember now where my discipline was, i found it last night when i was scheeming my scheme.. planning my plan.. i love planning plans and scheming schemes. i do.
something else i love is my red shoes. i love them but i seldom use them. i dunno i save 'em for special occasions i guess..except they never come. i'll buy meself another pair of pretty shoes and then some new clothes..but not yet.. i dont have any money to spend right now.
amazing how im never thinking of absolutely anything, one could be amazed. but i guess it happens more often that one would think...i wish i were a rockstar. like uhm... i dunno the white stripes or the beatles. los escarabajos. music is my special friend. i'm worried and excited and bored and full of crepes. and i want to take a bath but i don't want to get up.... BORING!

i rock nobody's socks.. that sucks...well no, i guess i rock people's socks.. cesar rocks MY socks.. and my shoes and my pants..no he sets my pants on fire (CITY ON FIRE) and well.. he makes the world go round. i miss him... but anyway.. oh..my sisters are measuring their dicks right now... funny
who needs boys OR ANYTHING AT ALL when you have my sisters and their dick size comptetition. ines won. but i dunno she's the tallest one... whatever.. .
okay i'm bored of writting whatever comes to my mind right now. watermelon.



P.S. if you double click the title of this post you'll be in for a treat :D